I wish doctors would look at me like a person and not a problem to be solved.
I wish they could see what it does to a person to sit on a table over and over again just to be told how difficult you are for simply existing.
I wish my doctors would see past the organ bringing the rest of my body down.
I wish they would believe me when I tell them of my pain. But believing me would bruise their egos.
So I sit and let them tell me that I am imagining the pain, scared that it will never go away. Scared I will never find answers for what is happening to me.
The healthcare system is terrifying when you are sick.
